I wanted To Tell You

I was dreaming again last night. 

In my dream you stood before me. 

I gazed into your eyes and touched your soul, 

I felt the gentleness and acceptance there within you, that  you held for me. 

I wanted to tell you, how it is with me. 

I had always felt such fear Nameless and 

fathomless so extensive and pervasive 

that all the words would freeze 

upon my tongue and I could not speak a word. 

This time I lost the fear I always held. 

I was able to  express my love for you 

I could tell you, that the only time I'm happy

is when I see your face. your smile, your hands, 

your eyes enchant me 

I wanted to tell you that I can't imagine my world 

without you in it, or one day without  your love. 

I wanted you to know, I LOVE YOU